even here, at college, where i thought i might finally have close friends, i still am the rock for everyone else. still getting talked over, even when i’m trying to help. still the person people talk to about their problems. but if i even try to bring up my own, i feel like they aren’t paying attention or just don’t really care.

so sharing isn’t really a thing for me anymore. over a year of trying, and i think i’ll just stick to being the rock.